Thursday, November 1, 2007

me!!

after reading duaji's and chyn's message...it struck me to leave some of my thoughts here too...

it has been really long since i blogged...kinda miss blogging ...anyway, tappin on the issue that we talked about...i really feel that all of us have grown so much and so much...our mindset, the way we look at things, the way we judge a person, the way we talk, the way we dress, the way we interact and the way we think of each other...things just change inevitably around us without us noticing it...we need changes to grow...dun we??

i have changed too...i dunno how, perhaps in a better way or perhaps i worsen( haha , never been good anyway) but i changed ...dunno...

as time passes by, i realise the things i want in life is no longer what i wanted a year ago... changes ...

looking at the pple ard me( those in my school), i get tired of them sometimes...realising how 'fake' can pple be,how bias a person can become, how u can be treated as transparent or being ignored in life ( at times), u started to wonder how realistic the world can be...people are not truthful to each other...we can say hi this sem cos u are my classmate but they could treat u as a stranger next sem when u are not in the same class anymore ( even though i said hi to them)...then i started wondering what friendship is...

and then i started realising how important u all are to me...what true friends are...we might not meet often or maybe once a year( we might not say hi), but we will never forget each other...we have been through so many things,so many years...
back in nanyang...we used to study n talk rubbish,we used to ge kiang wanted to save cats and how we used to row boats in our own rooms and most importantly how we used to look like with the nice haircut...haha...we were so cute, leading such a nice and easy life ( which we tot it was 'hard')...and there are so much more...

i am really blessed to have u all in my life...we might not meet that often but we are always who we are in front of each other...nothing to hide cos u noe me so well...hope we could spend many many years ahead together...luv u all...thank you for being with me all these years...

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